It is the eve of my 32nd birthday (to those of you that know me- “26 forever!”), and I sit here in awe of how the last few years of my life have brought me to this place of joy and gratitude that has me weeping as I share this with you.
This time last year I was barely hanging on. The physical pain was daunting, and my spirit was exhausted. People wondered what was wrong with me: I wondered what was wrong with me. Ten months ago today I found out: chemical injury. Thank God for doctors that could find the cause of my chronic illness and help me get well.
Today, I am vibrantly alive and healthy! My pain is gone, and my spirit is revived. Today I am more joyful and whole than any other time I can remember. I had no idea that the loss of everything would result in the gain of internal blessings that cannot be purchased, achieved, stolen, rust, or expire. I have peace, contentment, joy, hope, and faith. Those are pretty sweet birthday gifts 
So tomorrow, I am going to celebrate all of these blessings with some of my favorite people at my favorite place- the beach My heart has been forever changed by the love and generosity from my friends, family, medical professionals, and wonderful strangers. I wish everyone could join me for a toast tomorrow night. But since that isn’t possible, please know that when the sun sets over the Pacific, I will be thinking of and honoring all of you when I raise my glass. Cheers
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So glad things are going so well now. Christie and I are very happy to see you getting back to being healthy. Have fun celebrating your birthday!
Cheers to you from the other side of the Pacific! You deserve every bit of joy you’ve found!